Browsing Archive: September, 2010

Present Occurances

Posted by Cammeron Alekzandra on Sunday, September 12, 2010, In : poetry 
Present occurances lead me to re-visit those of my past
With hopes to reveal new answers
And thoughts of becoming better in the future
Better at protecting myself
Better at letting myself heal

Learning that trust isn't just given
It has to be earned
Learning that words can only be found in the shadow of actions
Now understanding when to let go, ignore or forgive

Present occurrences lead me to place all of this in front of me
Bringing awareness
Forcing decisions
And lining up my past

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Familiar Stranger II

Posted by Cammeron Alekzandra on Saturday, September 11, 2010,
As a friend becomes a stranger
I ask myself a million questions
A million questions that will remain unanswered
A situation that I will never understand

As a friend becomes a stranger 
I learn lessons that are harsh and new
These lessons will change me for the better
Sometimes change is desperately needed

As this friend becomes a stranger
All I can do is shake my head in disappointment 
And know that with time things will get easier
Even though it's just never easy
When a friend becomes a stranger

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Familiar Stranger I

Posted by Cammeron Alekzandra on Saturday, September 11, 2010,
It's only until recent
That I look at you and wonder
I wonder what you're holding back
I wonder why that uneasy feeling doesn't disappear
Sometimes I look at you and wonder if you're happy
If you've made the right decision
Or if you're harboring regrets

Sometimes I wonder if you adore me the way I do you
Or if it has worn off
And I wonder if I'm as desirable to you as I once was
I wonder if all of this is created from nothing
If I'm just unsure of your feelings
Sometimes over-analyzation can prove to be ...

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Our Secret

Posted by Cammeron Alekzandra on Saturday, September 11, 2010, In : poetry 
I can still smell you on my skin
It's a reminder of how you make me weak
And the butterflies I feel when we touch
When you're near I can't resist
I try not to reveal our secret 
But I'm afraid my eyes may give it away.

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His Decision

Posted by Cammeron Alekzandra on Saturday, September 11, 2010,
For years he had something
This something was never perfect
And it was more than difficult at times
However- it was his

But his expression was filtered
And his thoughts were accusing
Never giving himself fully
Despite an unyielding acceptance

In time that something began to wear down
And instead of being his something
She felt completely like nothing
And that's when she began to fade
 

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Just a Girl

Posted by Cammeron Alekzandra on Saturday, September 11, 2010, In : poetry 
She's just a girl 
One who is unsure and self-doubting
No stranger to mistakes
This girl sometimes loses sight of things
Including her intended destination
Desensitized to a kind of pain

After all, she is just a girl
One who has learned the value of protection
Too quick to become defensive
But still has a hard time building a wall

This girl is regretfully sensitive 
Lacking the ability to suppress her expression
Whether it is meant or not
Despite her environment and consequences

Loves and is heartbroken fa...

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A Little Less Awkward

Posted by Cammeron Alekzandra on Saturday, September 11, 2010, In : poetry 
She views the world a little different each day
With each new experience she obtains knowledge
Knowledge of herself and those around her
Understanding her fit-
A square peg through a round hole
Like the figures in her paintings
Awkward and often misunderstood
It's what she expects
Continuing to view the world with ever changing eyes
Wondering when her picture will become a little less awkward
 

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